Welcome to GoddessOfFunk land... or something...

Happy Holidays, blah blah blah! I got a new kitten for christmas and his name is Buddy. I'm not really looking forward to the new year and haven't even considered making any resolutions. Anybody else doing better with this crap than me?

Hello people that might possibly still read this occasionally. It's been a long long time which isn't unusual for me. Notice I write in spurts and quit for a year. So I'll say where I am, what I'm doing etcetera.
I have come out of the scary little shell I'd been in. After the last post I actually moved to Victoria for a while. That ended in late may and I came back to New South Wales. Right now I'm going thru lots of "fun" with my anti depressant/anti anxiety medication, but it's ok. The last one pulled me out of my shell but turned me into an emotionless, self-centered, wino. I was a hell of a lot of fun, but I got tired of the side effects of those. If someone ever tells you to take paxil RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! Anyhow, I'm on something new and I'm a lot less impulsive and still somewhat less nuts than when I'm not taking anything. I'm hooked on going out to pubs and clubs and I've made several good friends here and there.
I suppose what I'm going to say will piss people off back home, but I'm seriously considering sticking around in Australia. Since I've been more confident people like me more and the ones that don't can't bully me. Well they can try, but I generally tell them to kiss my ass. It's also not really a bad place to live. It's virtually impossible to starve to death or be homeless here, there are no guns, I know I will be taken care of medically and there are resources to help with anything I put my mind to. I just have to really put my mind to SOMETHING other than turning my body into an alcohol processing facility which is widely accepted around here =P.
Don't get me wrong, I miss my family and friends back home, but sometimes I wonder if they're even missing anything out of their lives without me there. And for once I feel like I should stick something out. It's not like it's a big effort to live somewhere, but you can't move to another country and expect instant perfection/gratification.
Anyway, I went to a Justin Timberlake concert on Halloween and it was FANTASTIC. I loved him before but I want to have his little Tennessean babies now. He can sing live, dance amazingly and seems to have a real sweet personality. He likes the Aussies cause he likes to drink too!
Oh well, I think I'll shut up now and try to make my way back on here before next year.

Like the subject says I've been away from home... for over 3 weeks! The first couple of weeks were more like a mission than a vacation. This week has pretty much been a lazy booze-fest with some walking and shopping thrown in. The most fun has been seeing/making friends. For some reason i get along better in Queensland and Victoria than i do in New South Wales. I think the people are honestly nicer. I havent been asked nearly as many rude questions about my accent though it does throw people off a bit =) Anyway I will consider updating this with everything that happened while i was up in Queensland and down in Victoria. Until then adios!

It's 6:52 pm but I just woke up so it's morning. Rawr.

The party at my club in SL went well except for some assmunch coming in and orbiting everybody. Just thought I'd write that =D

I'm hyper! <3

Hell,
That whole "it's been a year since I wrote" thing kind of inspired me to actually write something. It's been a pretty boring year. I've done some stupid things and can't remember having an absolutely great time with no ill consequences. Also, Halloween is coming up. It's my favorite holiday. Unfortunately they don't really do that here in Australia.
I've spent a lot of time playing a game called Second LIfe lately. It's a lot of fun, but it's pretty much what I do right now... Lame, I know, but it's full of great folks and I own my own club. Can't beat that!
My poor Timmy cat has been missing for ages now. Prissy is getting larger and not much smarter, but I love her anyway =P Oh well. i guess i wrote enough to keep someone's attentionn for 2 minutes. Take it easy everybody! Til i write again!

It seems like I wrote all that stuff down yesterday too O_O. Bloody scary.

Over the weekend I decided to check into my family's history a bit more. I've been told that we were Irish, German, Scottish, lots of stuff that was probably just something that was made up and told to my father. What I found was actually a little surprising.
Turns out that almost every last name on my dad's side of the family traced back to England. Maybe they lived in Scotland or Ireland or something, but he also didn't know WHO the ancestors were. My maiden name actually comes up as both French AND English (more often English)Guess I have some genealogy to do.
As far as Mom goes a lot of her ancestry is German. Very very obviously as she has a maiden name that comes from nowhere else. Also one name comes up as "Old English/Gaelic" and another came up to come up from the name of the god Odin and on the site I found a lot of information on it was supposedly both Norse and English.

Other than all that most of my heritage is American Indian. Mostly Creek on Mom's side and Cherokee on Dad's. But, I refuse to buy the story about one of my ancestors killing General Custer. That's enough dad =P.

I actually dreamt I went home last night. It was very vague but I remember being on a plane then being home. Too bad that probably won't be on the agenda for a long while.

Got to go out and eat buffet tonight and bought some groceries. I also baked a cake! It turned out really good too, though slightly ugly. It's vanilla cake with little candy colored chocolate bits cooked into it and chocolate frosting with the same chocolate candy on top. Not very diabetic friendly, but I'll try to be good.
However, the leftover chocolate frosting is high risk. I'm actually hoping for hypoglycemia so I can eat some of that =P.

I went out to karaoke last night and had a pretty good time. Some guy I'd sang Paradise by the Dashboard Light with a long time ago wanted me to do it again and that went ok. Then I sang The Shoop Shoop Song by Cher, Me & Bobby McGee by Janis Joplin and *cringe* Baby One More Time by Britney Spears. (That's getting to be a regular for me because it's kinda silly =)
Oh and I'm really tired of arguing with people. The next person that comes on giving me bs is going to get virtually stabbed in the face. I just want to relax and enjoy my Sunday. I had a good Saturday night after all =)
Everybody I like to talk to is having their Saturday Night now I think. So that leaves me kind of bored. I might go play a little WoW.

Heh all the eyeball crap and "respiratory infection" cleared up. I'm still feeling a little garbagey but I'm here. I've been a little bored lately. I still play WoW but I just kinda login and get tired. I'm afraid 1 friend is going to think I'm quitting. I'm really not I just need a break sometimes. I think my brain needs a vacation.

I think the kind of vacation I need is probably a job. I've been not working for a long time. If I can pull myself together and do that it might help me. Maybe I could end up with a flashy new wardrobe and some more karaoke equipment. PRIORITIES PRIORITIES! Anyway Im sick of writing here for now.

Well today sucked ass. This morning I woke up with my eyes all red and later having a little trouble catching my breath. Seems I have conjunctivitis or "Pinkeye" in both eyes as well as a "respiratory infection" according to my doctor. I feel like my eyes are being glued shut and I keep having to wash em and that gets really old.
I liked the doctor I saw. He was a real laugh. I went to the clinic and saw my 2 choices of doctors I could see. The first was really intimidating looking and I told Aaron "Ummm can you tell them I wanna see the other doctor?" Hehe. glad I did.
I really hate that I have to miss karaoke tonight. Last week was a blast.
No, I have absolutely no good news to add here except that while going to the chemist to get my antibiotics I bought some nail polish and some chocolates, The chocolates are about to turn into bad news unless I hide them from myself fairly promptly.
Wait! 1 piece of unrelated good news. I got the name Booger for my new WoW character. Yippie yi yay.

Hurricane Katrina was almost in my neck of the woods. Thank god it wasn't I'd probably need a whole new supply of underwear right now. Don't get me wrong, I am sincerely worried about everybody in Louisiana and Mississippi and the part of Alabama it did hit, but you end up worrying about your family a lot even if they're a hundred and something miles east of the damage when you know if something goes terribly wrong you can't get there.
I think that it's absolutely insane that people are still on the roofs of their houses waiting for someone to rescue them. (Though I know it wasn't a bright thing to stay in town.) I am embarassed that people are looting and shooting at eachother during such a time of crisis. But what bothers me the most is that I have only seen 1 other country willing to stick their neck out at all for the US. Guess who! Venezuela! Rofl. A country way poorer than us offered us gas and food. Thank you, that made me hate the world a little less. But what really gets to me is the fact that nobody that jumped the US's shiznit about not giving enough to Tsunami aid wants to help at all! I doubt if I went up to the mall right now there would be kind hearted American loving Australians taking donations for hurricane aid. Howabout England? Anybody over there doing anything that I don't know about? Oh yeah. a million or so Americans used to a decent quality of life losing everything they own and having to leave their home isn't nearly as important as a bunch of people who's country would probably gladly be involved in taking over Australia if they thought they could get away with it (If Australia wasn't a US ally)
Yeah, we Americans are crappy and horrible. Why help us? You are _FORCED_ to watch our terrible immoral television programs every day, listen to our horrible music every day, Eat food from our national brands every day and our horrible terrible culture is even sliding over to your countries. Why should you help? (This goes out to Australia) BECAUSE IF IT WEREN'T FOR US YOU WOULD BE SPEAKING JAPANESE RIGHT NOW.
Okay this is livejournal some of you probably already speak Japanese and think that would be Kawaii or however you spell it. Which is fine. But I'll bet that the quality of life would be different. Ever hear about prices of things in Tokyo? Sheesh.
I guess what I'm getting at is that the US has a lot of expectations placed on them to help, but if theres a tragedy there's nobody to call on for help because "The US is rich" Tell that to the homeless people that MIGHT have lived thru that crap in NOLA. Heh... it's sad times when you don't even have a street to put your cardboard box down in. Bet the government doesn't give them a new place to stay.
THE END!

Okay so it's been a while since I bothered writing here. I've been totally immersed in games, especially World of Warcrack. I won a karaoke contest Saturday night. Get 2 free hours in a music studio for my "effort" (Not like a karaoke contest is like work or involves doing something I consider hard) =D! I'll be practicing my butt off until i find out when im going to record. Then I'll practice some other body parts off.
Oh by the way I'm insane and obsessive.

Rawr garrrl blahr blrh pleh splat.

Nothing like a quiet livejournal to make you feel important! Bleh.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek been over a week since I posted here! Oh well... Sorry if theres anybody that's actually reading this!
Aaron picked up my new CAVS karaoke machine on err... Friday? It rocks and plays Super CD+G's which hold like.. over 1000 songs! I'm very much diggin' it! He got me the NuTech Party Pack 1 that has 1234 songs. That one's actually mostly good Country music. I can't wait to get the whole karaoke setup going. It's going to be the bestest job ever.
Anyway, onto the tards. A lot of people in my life are real tards these days and I have very few that actually make me stop and think "Wow! there's a reason I get online and or leave the house!" I know way too many pretentious people that are full of themselves and think that anybody that isn't like them isn't worth a damn. There are TOO FRIGGIN MANY of those.
I can handle them. What REALLY messes with my mind is how someone can sit and talk to me about being lonely and not listen to anything I say, put down any positive comments I make and then totally disregard the fact that I am HERE and that I just listened to them for 6 hours. BLATANTLY DISREGARD. FFS, I get on my little "kicks" but I always realise that if someone's listening to me someone probably cares or is at least a nice enough person to pretend and they are somewhat of a good aspect of what's left of humanity. Ok I'll be straight up. EVERYBODY I talk to on a regular basis aside from Aaron, my EQ buddy who's name i still don't know and Keith does this. Another friend from my past started talking to me again and had a bit of a gripe, but he at least took some of my advice, it worked and he appreciated it. In fact that doesn't even count as the same thing because he wasn't sitting there telling me I was wrong even though he'd never even considered what I was saying. I'm going to start being more free with the "GO TO HELL SHITHEAD". I don't mind listening to people! I really don't! But please please PLEASE if you take up hours of my time don't turn around and take me for granted. If you want to do that to somebody go get a friggin shrink.
I'm having a bit of trouble with making friends in Australia, but that was a given. I think when I actually do hang out I do it in the wrong places. But what are the right places? Everywhere that it's possible to go after 5pm has embedded jackass magnets or something. Seriously. even at karaoke some people will speak to me or I'll try to speak to them, but nobody actively tries to make friends with me. I'm kinda afraid to try... I never know how motherfarkin drunk anybody is. Seriously is there ANYTHING to do around here? I don't enjoy going to movies that much. You can only eat out so much and that's not really what i'd consider a fun activity. (Unless it's at chilis and im eating wings and my nose is running and I'm trying to keep anybody from noticing. That's kinda fun in its own way.) The mall is fun 1 day a week tops. What do I do?
Oh... and this is a special shout out to someone who will remain nameless. HAHAHA! YOUR STUPID YOUNG REPUBLICAN ASS IS STUCK WITH THE KEEBLER ELF THAT GOT KICKED OFF THE BOX OF CRACKERS FOR BEING TOO UGLY!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!! HAHAHAAA!! Ain't karma a bitch? Hey, wait that has multiple meanings... Cool =P
Anyway Im going to go have some breakfast before bed and probably try to go to bed... Nite nite!

Bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh, bleh bleh bleh... bleh bleh bleh bleh BLEH! bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh.
There. I posted something. Life's boring. Went out to chilis again friday night yada yada. blahdy blahdy blah.
Be back when something interesting happens!