Welcome to GoddessOfFunk land... or something...

Happy Holidays, blah blah blah! I got a new kitten for christmas and his name is Buddy. I'm not really looking forward to the new year and haven't even considered making any resolutions. Anybody else doing better with this crap than me?

Hello people that might possibly still read this occasionally. It's been a long long time which isn't unusual for me. Notice I write in spurts and quit for a year. So I'll say where I am, what I'm doing etcetera.
I have come out of the scary little shell I'd been in. After the last post I actually moved to Victoria for a while. That ended in late may and I came back to New South Wales. Right now I'm going thru lots of "fun" with my anti depressant/anti anxiety medication, but it's ok. The last one pulled me out of my shell but turned me into an emotionless, self-centered, wino. I was a hell of a lot of fun, but I got tired of the side effects of those. If someone ever tells you to take paxil RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! Anyhow, I'm on something new and I'm a lot less impulsive and still somewhat less nuts than when I'm not taking anything. I'm hooked on going out to pubs and clubs and I've made several good friends here and there.
I suppose what I'm going to say will piss people off back home, but I'm seriously considering sticking around in Australia. Since I've been more confident people like me more and the ones that don't can't bully me. Well they can try, but I generally tell them to kiss my ass. It's also not really a bad place to live. It's virtually impossible to starve to death or be homeless here, there are no guns, I know I will be taken care of medically and there are resources to help with anything I put my mind to. I just have to really put my mind to SOMETHING other than turning my body into an alcohol processing facility which is widely accepted around here =P.
Don't get me wrong, I miss my family and friends back home, but sometimes I wonder if they're even missing anything out of their lives without me there. And for once I feel like I should stick something out. It's not like it's a big effort to live somewhere, but you can't move to another country and expect instant perfection/gratification.
Anyway, I went to a Justin Timberlake concert on Halloween and it was FANTASTIC. I loved him before but I want to have his little Tennessean babies now. He can sing live, dance amazingly and seems to have a real sweet personality. He likes the Aussies cause he likes to drink too!
Oh well, I think I'll shut up now and try to make my way back on here before next year.

Like the subject says I've been away from home... for over 3 weeks! The first couple of weeks were more like a mission than a vacation. This week has pretty much been a lazy booze-fest with some walking and shopping thrown in. The most fun has been seeing/making friends. For some reason i get along better in Queensland and Victoria than i do in New South Wales. I think the people are honestly nicer. I havent been asked nearly as many rude questions about my accent though it does throw people off a bit =) Anyway I will consider updating this with everything that happened while i was up in Queensland and down in Victoria. Until then adios!

It's 6:52 pm but I just woke up so it's morning. Rawr.

The party at my club in SL went well except for some assmunch coming in and orbiting everybody. Just thought I'd write that =D

I'm hyper! <3

Hell,
That whole "it's been a year since I wrote" thing kind of inspired me to actually write something. It's been a pretty boring year. I've done some stupid things and can't remember having an absolutely great time with no ill consequences. Also, Halloween is coming up. It's my favorite holiday. Unfortunately they don't really do that here in Australia.
I've spent a lot of time playing a game called Second LIfe lately. It's a lot of fun, but it's pretty much what I do right now... Lame, I know, but it's full of great folks and I own my own club. Can't beat that!
My poor Timmy cat has been missing for ages now. Prissy is getting larger and not much smarter, but I love her anyway =P Oh well. i guess i wrote enough to keep someone's attentionn for 2 minutes. Take it easy everybody! Til i write again!

It seems like I wrote all that stuff down yesterday too O_O. Bloody scary.

Over the weekend I decided to check into my family's history a bit more. I've been told that we were Irish, German, Scottish, lots of stuff that was probably just something that was made up and told to my father. What I found was actually a little surprising.
Turns out that almost every last name on my dad's side of the family traced back to England. Maybe they lived in Scotland or Ireland or something, but he also didn't know WHO the ancestors were. My maiden name actually comes up as both French AND English (more often English)Guess I have some genealogy to do.
As far as Mom goes a lot of her ancestry is German. Very very obviously as she has a maiden name that comes from nowhere else. Also one name comes up as "Old English/Gaelic" and another came up to come up from the name of the god Odin and on the site I found a lot of information on it was supposedly both Norse and English.

Other than all that most of my heritage is American Indian. Mostly Creek on Mom's side and Cherokee on Dad's. But, I refuse to buy the story about one of my ancestors killing General Custer. That's enough dad =P.

I actually dreamt I went home last night. It was very vague but I remember being on a plane then being home. Too bad that probably won't be on the agenda for a long while.